You are REJECTED!

So.. today could have been any worse.. (ok let me rephrase this...). Today has been the worst day of my life as a web designer. My egostical personality, cocky attitude with high confidence, and high self esteem in design ability have all been destructed today.

BA group wants me to implement new color scheme and lay out for the project i have been working for last 5 months.

The 5 month include
1. Paper Prototyping.
2. Paper Prototyped Usability.
3. Quick on screen eye tracking test on the paper.
4. 7 books (usability, UI, project managements, designs)
5. 2 Conferences ( usability & B2B webinar)
6. $200 Jacob Nilsen's B2B usability

All them efforts.... now almost going out of the window. Now.. they have taken the design that was done by a jr. designer with almost no UI previous experience.

WHAT AM I GONNA DO? SUCK IT UP AND CODE CSS THE DESIGN THAT WAS CREATED BY HER?

or... just leave the project completely.
or... say FUCK it and come up with new design.
or... collaborate with her and complete the project.

Yeah.. after i just typed all these.. just realized that the latest choice is the best answer. I guess.. a great designer will learn to overcome the current obstacle and accomodate the requests to complete the project.

Do I have what it takes to become a greater designer?...

we shall see man... but for now... i just wanna rest... Share